Contiki update

3:29pm 30 dec 2013

Its currently day 3 of my contiki tour and I have been drinking every night so far. I have also made out with random every night which is a little embarrassing. The first night I made out with a guy that looks like my tour manager. Then I made out with his friend and that guys girlfriend. Good news - apparently I am a good kisser said the girlfriend - so much so she came and found me and asked for another.  Then I became emotional and left...good times...

The second night I was making out with a dutch guy (very good looking mind you) and dancing with him and his brother. Then went to another bar and was making out and went back with a guy on the other tour. Shit went down and I left when he was in the shower. Now I dont know what to do haha do I just play it cool when I see him or do I apologize or what...

Da farq

What have I done to displease the gods? Guys giving me their number then finding out they are already seeing someone, guy friends ignoring my phone calls, and now my ex is standing me up the one time I agree to see him... I seriously need this holiday and some random pash - loneliness hurts

...oops i did it again

2:26pm 16/12/2013

I am pretty hopeless lately...meeting a genuine guy that is single and normal apparently is like finding a four leaf clover...rare

Met a guy on the weekend at the races and he gave me his number.  Kinda cute and after speaking to him for a few days realised he has an awesome personality.  A real decent guy to chat to, funny etc.  Today he decided to let me in on the fact he has a GF / is seeing someone and he really likes her.  WHY do I attract these guys?  It happened last year with Hoodie, and so I have decided I cant do it to myself again.

On and he lives in Sydney, probably should have said thanks but no thanks after I found that tid-bit out...

i dont know anymore

Dec 4 - 5:37pm

Obviously I am doing something right...i am having guys declare their feelings for me after only days of meeting me. It's sooo weird. Maybe its the fact since I am just so over the online dating scene they are taking my resentment for contemptment. Thinking that I am so real if they dont do what every girl apparently wants (commitment) then I may slip away. I take it as obsession and sends me packin. I aint staying for the engagement before its been a month. Yes im sure I will meet someone someday that makes me act that way but not yet please. I dont want to settle down with no crazy thanks.

Yes I want to be happy but alot of the time I am getting the creepy vibe from guys who are reading too much into my smile or my hug - I smile at everyone - im nice like that.

Explanation

Dec 02 - 5:30pm

This isn't the first time I have explained the nitty gritty of the horrendous dating experiences that is my life. It's always hard thinking where to start and what nick name to give the poor sods I blog about but this is the first time I have blogged under my real name. 

This blog is purely for me to recount the experiences I have had on many dates since living alone. This blog is not meant to defame or slander anyone's reputation, it is purely to have a laugh when times get tough. 

Organic Dark Chocolate

Dec 4 - 4:24pm

Haha this guy

He was cool and all but made me cry a few times. Wasn't his fault. Apparently I shouldn't have let him affect how I was feeling and it was my own fault. How stupid of me to let myself trust someone enough for them to upset me with their words.

Blahhh whatever - his loss since I'm such an awesome chick!

He used to go on about organic everything is the best and knock me for not having organic dark chocolate. Or for believing my nutritionist when she said I was intolerant to dairy and eggs.

McDreamy

Dec 2 - 6:00pm

Close families are cool, I don't mind if you talk to your mum every day but know that some people aren't cool with meeting your parents within the first week of meeting you...

McDreamy was cool and all but he was just a little too much for me to handle in such a short period of time.  Was only really seeing him for a little over a month but in that time I met his family plus some of the extended family. Family birthday dinners plus extended family birthday parties. Way too much to deal with when your still getting to know someone. 

This was all the same time I was learning about my food intolerances. I found that he wasn't as caring as I first thought as any time we would go out he was ordering at places that didn't serve food I was able to eat. Unless it was fruit salad... That's not a sustainable meal 3x a day darl.

He didn't have his license for reasons I don't wish to explain therefore it meant anytime he wanted to see me I would have to drive the 40km to his place - or get a train and a bus to his place. If I drove, it also meant I had to drive him to work. At 230 or 3 am. This either meant I had to sleep in my car for 2 hours until a train came or go to the gym at 3am and risk falling asleep under the smith machine or fail to DB press a simple 10kg by having each dumbbell fall on my head...then shower and go to work for a full day...not cool.

I know it's petty but I wanted to date not be instantly in a relationship doing girlfriend jobs without the girlfriend benefits. I wanted to be wooed not expected to be a taxi service. I hate driving - it's what got me into trouble in the first place (story for another time)

McDreamy went to Melbourne with me which I kind of regret as it took away from a good weekend for me. He was a nice enough guy but I spend $300 on the hotel room and he did nothing to help me out with it at all. It was also where most of the fighting happened between is in the end because of the food problems. He cracked it in the end saying it was hard for him to get his head around my good intolerances and that it was all new to him. I had to explain - yet again - that the diagnosis was new for me as well and that I was trying to make it easy on him but I couldn't deal with him staring at me whilst I ate.

Long story short - he and I didn't last.